past times glore.

nothing much has ben happening really, except for the sleeping and lazing around.
I ran to the bus stop once and i was out of breath, thats how unfit i am. i think if i did take the napfa run today i did get a terribly long 20 minute run and probably still crawl to the finish line.

i really dont wanna talk about someone that i managed to get off of me for the past 3 months but i did it for her own good. And if your reading this, Go study! shouldnt be reading my blog. Obviously some people had disagreed on the method that i used to shake her loose and get her to her senses, which was the use of very harsh language and giving her many weeks of cold shouldering. But i think it was neceassary. Disagree if you will but i think the best way was to keep reinforcing the idea that she should get away from me and move on in life, not to linger on this matter which would do her no good. First her studies might suffer and i would be bogged down by her persistance. i know she really didnt want to leave but it was a MUST. i did rather her to suffer a short and hard blow then to suffer an agonizingly slow one.

For those who are on her side, i dont really care what you think because i think i did my best already so you do not have a right to criticise me. instead of doing that i ask of one favor from you, take care of her. For my time is over and the time of healing has come. i cannot heal those wounds for obvious reasons. if u dont get what i mean by obvious reasons, i mean that she might get e wrong idea again. i dont think we would like to meet each other again anyway.

If you think im a chauvinistic guy for doing such a thing, then i would have to disagree. But whichever option you pick, its your choice. God has created choices in this world afterall and for good reason too. So that we would be free.