Crawling on my knees

In all my christian life i have never ever weeped and crawled on my knees all the way up to the altar. To feel that hungry for God and the terrible yearning wanting to be filled. Im glad i did it. im glad i did it. Even if people tought i was weird, i dont care because i know i was blessed and besides its my relationship with the Lord so why should they care, in fact they should join me. There is no measure of the father's love that one is not able to do a simple thing like kneeling. There is nothing he cannot satisfy. I could not stand up the moment i got out of my seat i collasped face down, the anointing was so great. i knew it was great, i have never felt such an anointing since the time i recieved my tongues. My hands and jaw were trembling. Goosebumps went up and down my body and i involuntarily knelt before his presence.

i m sick of sitting at my seat every church week not knowing my cause and what is my purpose in life. What does God really want me to do. Atheist do not believe in any God, then prove my God wrong!

Who created the sun, moon, earth and sky? The big bang? Then how does nothing come out of nothing. Who created us? evolution? Charles Darwin's thories (THEORY not law, therefore it maybe false) true? not so to me. If not read this, http://www.biblelife.org/evolution.htm

http://www.hoyweb.com/faq/faith3.htm

http://www.doesgodexist.org/AboutClayton/PastLife.html

http://www.biblelife.org/evolution.htm

http://www.corp.direct.ca/trinity/

And this website doesnt make sense to me, his comments are so darn self centred, the things that he said are kinda retarded actually.
http://www.truthbeknown.com/proof.htm

Like this stupid part :"If you believe that some "good" god person is going to reward you for killing living, breathing human beings "in his name"

er..... since when did God allow murder?

If you believe that going to church, temple, synagogue or mosque, making pilgrimages, or wearing particular clothes or headdresses, makes you a righteous person, even though you don't behave like one otherwise-

Then they are not true believers.

If you believe that believing in one God makes you better than and superior to those who don't--

Yeah rite. isnt he trying to act superior now?

If you believe in vicarious blood-atonement, i.e., that "the Lord died for your sins" and thus you can commit as many as you wish--

And do you think that commit More would please the Lord?


What is gonna happen with our life? We grow up, study, fall in love, get drunk, get a girlfriend, get married, have sex, have kids, watch your kids grow up, get a good job, make lots of money, own half the world's bank accounts, have your first signs of greying, grow old, Die............ Then what? burn ur body and thats it? oh yes the mourning part. Then what after that? that's life?