The Father's pain
ok im angry with my mom... Not as angry as her but i dont see why she must be so hyped up just because i didnt join her for lunch... then she has to show me that black face all day. i bet she'll continue for a few days to come. Whats the big Deal really? just because i told her i wanted to have lunch with my friends. Wont go on further, nuff said...
Shall go on with what i experienced on sunday.
On sunday i went to prayer meeting, a little reluctantly because of the timing. it was at 8.30am, if not for a lift from Keith i would have to leave the house by 7.30am and wake up at 6.30am. yeah i take over 1/2hr to get out of bed hehe...
Reached the loction and the first thing i noticed were the weird floor tiles. Usually the cementing between the tiles would be straight in a checkered design but this floor had alternating straight and zigzag lines. If seen from afar, it would seem like straight lines but when seen up close the true design would reveal itself.
After a powerful worship that i must say i could feel so much hunger to be filled by the spirit... Souls that crave for the anointing of God. Souls that want to know him more and to give him all the glory by lifting their voices.
We then wrote down on big pieces of paper the different ministries such as UR (Urban race / youths of the church), Youths of Singapore, Sonic edge, Mission field.
What was so real to me was when i went over to the UR poster and prayed. it felt so unreal... you could feel God's Anguish and pain literally engraved into it. so much so that i felt him crying over me. The heartache. the pain of a Father that loves.
It became even more real when everyone else were praying and i wrote down under the UR title "Do NOT live double LIVES" my whole body was blocking so it was not possible for aunt elaine to see what i wrote. but just when i lifted my crayon she said "Please Lord that the Youths of the church will not Live Double Lives"
Woah... yeah that hit me hard man.... word for word.
Shall go on with what i experienced on sunday.
On sunday i went to prayer meeting, a little reluctantly because of the timing. it was at 8.30am, if not for a lift from Keith i would have to leave the house by 7.30am and wake up at 6.30am. yeah i take over 1/2hr to get out of bed hehe...
Reached the loction and the first thing i noticed were the weird floor tiles. Usually the cementing between the tiles would be straight in a checkered design but this floor had alternating straight and zigzag lines. If seen from afar, it would seem like straight lines but when seen up close the true design would reveal itself.
After a powerful worship that i must say i could feel so much hunger to be filled by the spirit... Souls that crave for the anointing of God. Souls that want to know him more and to give him all the glory by lifting their voices.
We then wrote down on big pieces of paper the different ministries such as UR (Urban race / youths of the church), Youths of Singapore, Sonic edge, Mission field.
What was so real to me was when i went over to the UR poster and prayed. it felt so unreal... you could feel God's Anguish and pain literally engraved into it. so much so that i felt him crying over me. The heartache. the pain of a Father that loves.
It became even more real when everyone else were praying and i wrote down under the UR title "Do NOT live double LIVES" my whole body was blocking so it was not possible for aunt elaine to see what i wrote. but just when i lifted my crayon she said "Please Lord that the Youths of the church will not Live Double Lives"
Woah... yeah that hit me hard man.... word for word.
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