im sorry

Im Sorry.
this sorry goes out to someone, someone of whom i care for. u know who u are.
Someone who i know i can seek comfort in, refuge and warmth. i miss ur delightful smile. i grow malencholic with every passing hour knowing that i shouldnt have done what i did, and knowing that i am not yet forgiven. i know u are pissed. i should have put more trust in u and yet i did not. my body says: TAKE ACTION FREDDIE! but God says, "wait... and be patient. Dont be rash". i shall follow God's orders then. im waiting on u, that special someone of whom i seek forgiveness from. Hear my distressed call oh Lord. Read Psalm 60.Yet again, i only scored a 1/3 for God's test of being humble, well so far... :(
Right now i humble myself before U and God to Forgive me for e wrong that i did. Forgive me oh Lord for certain blasphemeous acts that i partook in even with u tugging at my heart string. i owe u my life and yet i treat u in such a way that is blameworthy before u. Im sorry Lord. Amen.
P.s compassion. im forgiven because u were forsaken.